Jeffs sleep

Jeff is having trouble sleeping so i sent him a sleep pack through the mail yesterday which includes a bible dedicated to him, some easter peeps, and some sleep aids. In the Bible, I added a letter I wrote to God in November 2011...Jeff and I had just met 3 months prior and we had no clue where we were headed. i poured out my desires for a husband and marriage to God, pretty specifically...I just want so badly to have what God designed for humanity. My entire life Ive seen it broken over and over and over again and have myself perpetuated this cycle. My desire is to put myself aside and live obediently in Gods plan for marriage because I believe this is where joy is found. No, not in marriage itself, although marriage can be joyful, but in obedience to God. My continual prayer God is that i learn how to do this, that I can move from being in constant survival mode to resting in your will mode. Let me be like the lilies and the birds God, fill me with wisdom and arm me with your light so I can see clearly. I know you have blessed us more than we deserve, let us walk and live to glorify you. Patience is required. Give Jeff the light he needs to see words that fill him with life and peace before he sleeps each night. Show him that all joy and satisfaction comes from knowing you. Creation is made to be enjoyed, the creator of creation gives joy....please open his eyes and let his new wisdom journey begin. Trusting YOU.